Wanna know some of mine? I’ve always been shut off from people, but I’m doing it even more now than I have been. I’m getting tired of caring for people that don’t appreciate it. If I offer to help you with something or if I text you, it means I care. But the more bitchy responses I get, the less likely I am to do either of those things. I’m tired of crying over people that don’t deserve it. My heart is ice and it’s getting more and more coated by it. I don’t even know where I’m going with this anymore. I just have so much anger. It’s just building up and it’s overflowing. Don’t tell me you care about me if you’re not going to show it. Because I am TIRED of dealing with people’s bullshit. I’m tired of them bullshitting me into thinking that they love me and care about what happens, weaseling their way into my heart, only to tear it into shreds from the inside out. No one will even see this. And even if they do, they won’t even give a fuck. Or they’ll pretend they do and the vicious cycle will begin all over again. (Source: youjustinspiredme, via youjustinspiredme)
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